First Dilemma

I have a lot of dilemma's. They are holding me back from doing the things I really want in life.

I guess this is normal. But I really want a way out. So that's why I'm writing this - to try to sort things out in my head.

My first dilemma is of course : MY CHILDREN.

I have to take care of my children and can not leave them just like that.

I have a wonderful partner - he is really a great dad - but it's not fair to leave them behind while I am doing my thing.

So - that is really something I have to overcome. This BIG dilemma which is holding me back from doing the things I really want in life.